My Concerns

So, I spent my weekend either with you or have already discussed with you the events. I am tired but I feel like writing. Everyone already knows what I did all weekend so I was hoping I would feel creative and be able to write someting new and different. But my creative juices seem to be failing me tonight.

What is on my mind is Justin. I worry so much about him. I know he loves his job and he has got to get his stuff done but it worries me that he has to spend so many nights (ALL night) at the office. He is such a hard worker and feels that he needs to make up for everyone elses slack but it just worries me that he is going to one. get burnt out or two. his blood pressure isnt the best and I worry he doesnt take care of himself. He gets onto us all for getting onto him but secretly he knows its because we worry. I just wish he would be happy and not get bogged down by work. I know I am in school and dont understand "the real world" but I dont know anyone else that has to spend all night at the office and it concerns me in the fact that they take advantage of him. I know everyone who reads this already knows how I feel about this and I am just blabbering on but he drove back tonight and went straight to the office only to tell me he would be there again all night. Its not healthy and there are plenty of jobs that do not require you to stay there all night. Sorry I know I am just venting. The thing is though that I'm not being selfish because its not like I am in Dallas and his work is keeping us from being together, no its that it stresses him out, wears him out and worries me.

This is the Justin who is happy and laid back and not overly tired from working all night, 4 nights a week.

When he laughs, I want to laugh.

When he stresses, I want to make it better.

When he is tired, I want enough energy for the both of us.

When he laughs, I want to laugh.