I need to vent a little. Yesterday I wrote a facebook status stemmed off of this song:
This song just speaks so much to me right now. I always think of this verse...
I saw a couple walking by they were holding hands
Man, she had that glow
yeah I couldn't help but notice she was starting to show
I stood there for a minute takin' in the sky
lost in that sunset
a splash of amber melted in the shades of red
I've been to church
I've read the book
I know He's here, but I don't look
near as often as I should
Yeah, I know I should
His fingerprints are everywhere
I'd just slow down to stop and stare
opened my eyes and man I swear
I saw God today
My mom always told my sister and I to look for his gifts. He is guaranteed to show you himself in something today. So I always try to look for his gifts. Such as a puppy dog basking in the sun, or a green light on my way home. Regardless his hand is everywhere.
Anyways, my status was,
"Every time I look down at my tummy or feel the flutters of my little boy I think to myself...I saw God today."
Well awhile after posting I get a comment that was kinda surprising to me. It was actually just rude. I guess now that I am having a baby I realize just HOW BIG of a miracle each precious life is and for someone to poke fun of me for thanking God was just kinda shocking. Also, I had just been watching The Little Couple where they announced they were pregnant, only to lose it 6 weeks later. I know so many friends struggling with getting pregnant, struggling with the physical and emotional side effects. I can't imagine how hard it is.
I am so so thankful. I tell Justin every day how lucky we are that God is blessing us with this little baby. Whose kicks make me thank the One who blessed us. Everything that I say and do should be the glory of the Lord and this little baby is no different. He is a miracle. Every pregnancy is a MIRACLE. God chooses to bless us. He doesn't have to at all. I am sinner just like the rest of us and yet he allows me to carry one of his own. I pray each day that Justin and I will lay a firm Godly foundation in his life and that he will grow up knowing what a miracle he is and that there is NOTHING---NOTTA- ZIP that could CREATE life from cells other than my heavenly father who is the keeper of the stars, the maker of the rain...and oh so many other things.
To God be the glory- for the struggles, for the pain, and for the miracles.